Too many mind...
I woke up this afternoon with a decision to snap out of this 'mode'. I haven't been in the right frame of mind for about a week already. Too many distractions. Focused on the wrong things and made the wrong decisions. There's something about knowing its wrong... and still choosing to do it. You start to feel sick, stupid and idiotic.

Why God bothers to forgive us time and again is beyond me. But I'm glad He does. Gonna run a few errands today after lunch. Then I'm gonna come home and pack for the boot camp. It feels a whole lot better to be in the right frame of mind and to be in the right standing with God.

I realised I haven't blogged about the megapraise on saturday. It felt good to worship God again. But I must say that God was in our midst, despite the mad antics and 'zhao sias' now and then. My opinion was that the leaders could have been more spontaneous and outgoing in their worship. It was good all the same. God's presence was really strong. So strong that I was bent over in one of the songs. More, more, more of the same please...

Dear Lord, I'm looking forward to the boot camp tomorrow. God, help me to focus on the right things. Help me walk straight as I give myself to you. Use me mightily... Grant me favour with the people there, Lord.
Thank you that I have all I need to do your work and to serve you. Thank you for the strength, the joy, the patience and the obedience to be effective in this area. May all glory be given to you. Amen